Holy. Shit.

My brain is all jumbled up and crazy. The past few weeks have been slugging along and I’m trying to hold on to every little memory. Every person I interact with, every laugh, everything. I’m just trying to remember it all because in four months I won’t be here anymore, I’ll be who knows where with who knows who. And that thought makes my skin crawl. Growing up is terrifying but I’m ready for change. I’m ready to be on my own. But I’m not ready to lose all these moments I’ve had the past four years. Holy. Shit. I’m just really scared.

 

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